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.Friday, December 12, 2008 ' 12/12/2008 02:44:00 PM Y
Your love is all i ever wanted

Unending frustration.

I shall not say anything now. Just letting you guys have a look at my RJ for yesterday.

RJ Question : What is the most frustrating thing that has come up throughout today class and how did you deal with it? (If you have not deal with it today, how do you plan to deal with similar situation in the future?)

For this question, i am going to be very honest with the most frustrating thing that has come up throughout today in class. But unfortunately, i feel that i did not manage to deal with it. The first and the second meeting was alright but during the second break out, something personal happened occurred to me and i suffered a really big blow. I could not think at all.
My mind was in a daze. I was seriously too distracted by it and hence it affected me alot. This would explain the moody behaviour in class. I really apologise for it.

Therefore, i am planning to be more responsible in my learning and not let these personal feelings affect me. I know that it is completely difficult to control this inner feeling inside me but perhaps i should learn to control it and not to let it affect my work as well as my teammate. I felt very selfish at that time to my teammates who tried to put up with me despite of my ignorant behaviour. I will try my very best to change my frustration and appreciate what my teammates have done for me.

PS: Thank you for posting this RJ. I can really express myself here. (:


Sorry guys in W45F for freaking you guys out with my moody face and i really didn't mean to act this way. VERY SORRY!! ):

Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 12/12/2008 02:44:00 PM.






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YBenjamin Christopher LowY aka MonkeyBen, Wushu Guy, The guy who loves hot pink, etc.
Took my first breath on 19th April 1990.
Republic Polytechnic (Integrated Events Management)

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-> To make more new friends!!!
-> To be with the one i love and loves me always!!
-> Enter the course & poly of my choice!
-> Appreciate what others have done for me!
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-> Perform as many wushu stunts and routines!
# Ce Kong Fan
# Xuan Zi Zhuan Ti 360º
# Xuan Feng Jiao 360º
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