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.Saturday, July 12, 2008 ' 7/12/2008 10:12:00 PM Y
Your love is all i ever wanted


I am feeling quite pissed and rather depressed in the morning when i checked my UT and daily grades.


UTs have not been really good these few weeks or maybe the moderation is not enough to meet my expectations. Felt like giving up on them as i was wondering why UTs even exist? Pardon me if whatever i say does not make any sense at all because i am totally fed up with UTs for the same reasons why others also hate UTs.


Another time as to why i am so pissed is due to the fact that i have been graded unfairly all these while. Why must the faci grade someone ONLY based on purely presentation but not during the BREAK-OUTS?!?!?!? I know what i just said has no logic at all but for the moment i felt that justice didn't exist at all! Rahh!



Everytime i open my page on my daily grades, i will always see a damn B for computering. Not only do i feel so unsatisfied, at the same time i feel that my efforts were in vain and felt really sick and tired of giving my best shot. What is it you are trying to tell me?? How can i improve? Goosh!

Moving on. Attended Haylie's band concert on friday and the best part is i forgot to bring the tickets! Opps! Alright okay i eventually went home to take it. Got lost at an unfamiliar place in Raffles Place when Ching and Frez had a hard time trying to direct me to Victoria concert hall. Yup it almost drive us crazy. Was the first time i saw Nini dressed till we cannot recognise her and NO Nini, you were not over-dressed! You look stunning!(when you spent 2 hrs choosing the outfit)=X

The concert was truly spectacular as in the members were really enthusiastic when they were doing their part in making the piece wholesome. Great work Haylie and all the band peeps!

Chilled out at Mac's and Ching and frez were like complaining about the VPN. Went home around 1140.

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Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 7/12/2008 10:12:00 PM.






IndividualityY
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YBenjamin Christopher LowY aka MonkeyBen, Wushu Guy, The guy who loves hot pink, etc.
Took my first breath on 19th April 1990.
Republic Polytechnic (Integrated Events Management)

More about himY
~My Facebook~

~My friendster~

Loves: Being loved! His friends! His family! His teachers! God! Giving all kinds of surprises! Her!

Dislikes: Being ignored! Being left-out! Annoying and ill-bred people! Backstabbers!

Random ScribblingsY
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Favourite ExitsY
-F5-

-Alvin-
-Hester-
-Szeyun-
-Hubert
-Winston-
-Szeling-
-Hongnang-
-Guohong-
-Rodney-
-Darryl-
-Yingjie-
-Stephanie-
-Joseph-
-Michelle-
-Diane-
-Jeslyn-
-Fiona-
-Jamie-
-Maggie-
-Wilson-
-Cally-
-Surayah-
-Shu En-
-Charmaine-
-Joycelyn-
-Haylie-
-Shalom-
-Murnie-
-April-
-Gui Liang-
-Mike-
-Frez-
-Yi Yin-
-Allynn-
-Eileen-
-Kok Wei-
-Chris-
-Wei Li-
-Jun Hong-
-Bernice-
-Charis-
-Manli-
-Terrence-
-Pei Shan-
-Joel-
-Jia Yan-
-Yan Jin-
-Sylvia-
-Hong Bin-
-Liang Yu-
-Vignette-
-Sandra-
-Barry-
-Wei Ting-
-Phyllo-
-Yi Ting-
-Terry-
-Hariz-
-Daniel-
-Herman-
-Gregory-
-Jayson-
-Sharlini-
-Tee Hng-
-Valerie-
-Chin Ling-
-Bing Long-
-Wan Ling-
-Karina-
-Xin Yi-
-Gwen-
-Ying Hong-
-Steph-
-Pauline-
-Charis(E56D)-
-Giovanna-
-Rachel-
-Belinda-
-Lynn-
-Jowent-
-Elysia-


DesiresY
**Social & Academic**
-> More new clothes!!
-> To make more new friends!!!
-> To be with the one i love and loves me always!!
-> Enter the course & poly of my choice!
-> Appreciate what others have done for me!
**Sports**
-> Perform as many wushu stunts and routines!
# Ce Kong Fan
# Xuan Zi Zhuan Ti 360º
# Xuan Feng Jiao 360º
# Xuan Zi
# Wai Bai Lian
# Backflips!
# Jumping Spliting!
# Hope to specialise in Spear, Sword, Chang quan etc.

Unfading MemoriesY

Enchanting MelodiesY


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com