.Saturday, August 16, 2008 ' 8/16/2008 11:48:00 PM
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Your love is all i ever wanted
RAHH!! Tomorrow is my competition day!! People! Wish me luck okay?? ^.^ I know i have 3 years of experiences in competition but i still have yet to overcome this anxiety in me. Till now i still have not gotten rid of this fear in me, fear of anxiety rather fear of losing. I'm sure that's what other competitiors face too. Even in the Beijing Olympics. I see many stressed faces or perhaps faces showing anxiety as the pressure is on in representing their countries. But i think the main reason is because the whole world is watching them and this fear of making a slightest mistake hence discriminated would affect their overall performance greatly. Well basically i'm in the same situation. Feeling the pressure whereby everyone is counting on me when they are not. Rahh! Calm down Ben! You can do this! Some people are may seem strong on the outside but vulnerable on the inside. Gahh! This really SUCKS! =X Okay maybe i should just rest early now. Hope i can dream of me performing my best with ease! Random. ^.^
Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 8/16/2008 11:48:00 PM.
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YBenjamin Christopher LowY aka MonkeyBen, Wushu Guy, The guy who loves hot pink, etc.
Took my first breath on 19th April 1990.
Republic Polytechnic (Integrated Events Management)
**Social & Academic**
-> More new clothes!!
-> To make more new friends!!!
-> To be with the one i love and loves me always!!
-> Enter the course & poly of my choice!
-> Appreciate what others have done for me!
**Sports**
-> Perform as many wushu stunts and routines!
# Ce Kong Fan
# Xuan Zi Zhuan Ti 360º
# Xuan Feng Jiao 360º
# Xuan Zi
# Wai Bai Lian
# Backflips!
# Jumping Spliting!
# Hope to specialise in Spear, Sword, Chang quan etc.
