.Sunday, January 06, 2008 ' 1/06/2008 09:22:00 PM
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Your love is all i ever wanted
Here's the answer to the question and i feel i should share it all..well firstly..Words cannot express how i feel but i'll try to describe the best i can..Starting from the beginning, even when you "drag" asking me the question, i roughly know what you are gg to say and i really wish that i was wrong about it..I could just read your body language and was mentally prepared for it..But strangely i just couldn't find the perfect answer and pretended to be tired-looking..Had to wear a "mask" to show the others that i'm alright well actually i've been doing that all the time=( Was in the bus gg home that time, listened to some songs that reflects back to what happened today or other days..then i pondered on the question..hoping i could find the answer as i direct myself back to my memories..Why am i wasting time??Seriously i've never tot of that b4..All this time i realise that i am like a fool spending too much time and abit of money when i dun even feel the ache of regrets..maybe i just want you to be happy??Well its up to your own imagination..i have also tried all ways not to think about you but it just dun work unfortunately..I just dun understand what is this special feeling and sadly it just brings pain and agony instead of joy..However i enjoy the moments and memories in the past and present..Sometimes hearing your name just gives me butterfiles in my stomach..Dun ask me why..Little things you do like giving me a small concern would just brighten up my day or a small ignorance can dampen my day..Please dun be alarmed by what i said becos it comes from the bottom of my heart..Many say that time heals all pain and sorrows, maybe patience is all i need?? Aggrr i'm just so tired and confused!!! Dun know how long i can control my emotions!!!=((
**Time is all i really need!!!**
Labels: Agony
Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 1/06/2008 09:22:00 PM.
