.Tuesday, March 25, 2008 ' 3/25/2008 10:08:00 PM
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Your love is all i ever wanted
Back to blogging.. Came to work at coffee bean at ard 1010am when hobart and manuel tricked me into telling me that kenney is gg to scold me for coming late.. I even at first tot that she'll damn angry but she surprisingly smiled at me and telling me to sign some stuff for the FTQ exam on fri.. She said even if i want to continue or quit, i still have to take the test.. bu yao ban tu er fei!!! That time i was like wah that's the nicest words i have ever heard from her..Haha!=D Now i'm having 2nd thoughts about quitting.. but anyway i've decided not to quit officially.. as in every 2 weeks, i will like work once.. yupyup.. Den blar blar blar as usual the same lame jokes by manuel himself entertaining us.. oh btw auntie Ros is back to work! haha i miss her gourmet!!LOL! Good to have her back! After work, we decided to go to suntec carrefour to visit Aaron but unfortunately he wasn't working so yah... Okie up till here it's rather personal to say so i'll just stop here=)))) HOME~
Anxiety came crawling all over me.. I just go wherever my legs take me..though fatigue, but it din bothered me at all.. What bothered me was the unexpected to happen.. But somehow i knew this would eventually happen and so it did.. So many things i always wanted to say, but din plucked enough courage to force them out of my head and mouth.. As a result, all i can say, i've already said..as a friend.. Had to keep changing different types of masks with all kinds of expressions in order to hide my true emotions. Being an outcast make me feel as though i've never existed in this world.. My heart sank when i felt like i'm being rejected indirectly.. And there i was walking away with a bag filled with regrets~~~
Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 3/25/2008 10:08:00 PM.
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YBenjamin Christopher LowY aka MonkeyBen, Wushu Guy, The guy who loves hot pink, etc.
Took my first breath on 19th April 1990.
Republic Polytechnic (Integrated Events Management)
**Social & Academic**
-> More new clothes!!
-> To make more new friends!!!
-> To be with the one i love and loves me always!!
-> Enter the course & poly of my choice!
-> Appreciate what others have done for me!
**Sports**
-> Perform as many wushu stunts and routines!
# Ce Kong Fan
# Xuan Zi Zhuan Ti 360º
# Xuan Feng Jiao 360º
# Xuan Zi
# Wai Bai Lian
# Backflips!
# Jumping Spliting!
# Hope to specialise in Spear, Sword, Chang quan etc.
