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.Monday, May 19, 2008 ' 5/19/2008 01:23:00 AM Y
Your love is all i ever wanted


18th May~ Ngee Ann City, Florida.

Well i'm currently in Florida at hester's house blogging.. so yup.

Woke up at abt 830 to get ready for mass but supposed to wake up at 8am.. Hahaha!=P Thought i was gg to be late in serving the 945 mass but lucky there was still a bus that came to my rescue.. LOL! Later when i entered the vestry, i saw Aaron Chua! I was like oh man! i confirm teo gan one becos of my hair.. but anyway he was like explaining to me that he also wanted to keep long hair but he has no choice but to abide to the servers' rules.. Blar blar.. Kekeke! Anyway moving on..
Went to the gym at AMk hub for abt 30 mins then set off to meet Uncle Vincent, Auntie Alice and Grandmum at Crystal Jade Palace for lunch.. I was quite saddened to see that my grandmum wasn't usual self anymore. Judging by her actions and the way she speaks to herself really made me frightened and giving me this uneasy feeling which i am not used to.. Many things just went through my mind as uncle vincent said that she is suffering from senile.. My mum was there acting strong, but i could tell that deep in her heart she is crying.. Hence it also dampens my spirits too=((( After lunch went to walk ard the basement level where plenty of food products can be sampled and admired.
After experiencing this depressing sight and actions, i have learnt to appreciate the things as well as the people dearest to me more! You would never know what would happen to them next if you dun seize every opportunity to be ard with them.. At the same time, i am also reflecting on what has being said during the clique talk and yah.. Sometimes i just only considered my own feelings but din really put myself in their shoes.. Turning point Ben!!! Its never too late!!=D


I missed the moments when we laughed
together.
I missed the moments when we cried
together.
I missed the moments when we
celebrated together.
I missed the moments when you taught
me to be a better person.
I missed the moments when you cheered
me up during my darkest hours.
I just wish that i could bring them
back..

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Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 5/19/2008 01:23:00 AM.






IndividualityY
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YBenjamin Christopher LowY aka MonkeyBen, Wushu Guy, The guy who loves hot pink, etc.
Took my first breath on 19th April 1990.
Republic Polytechnic (Integrated Events Management)

More about himY
~My Facebook~

~My friendster~

Loves: Being loved! His friends! His family! His teachers! God! Giving all kinds of surprises! Her!

Dislikes: Being ignored! Being left-out! Annoying and ill-bred people! Backstabbers!

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Favourite ExitsY
✖-F5-

➨-Alvin-
➨-Hester-
➨-Szeyun-
➨-Hubert
➨-Winston-
➨-Szeling-
➨-Hongnang-
➨-Guohong-
➨-Rodney-
➨-Darryl-
➨-Yingjie-
➨-Stephanie-
➨-Joseph-
➨-Michelle-
➨-Diane-
➨-Jeslyn-
➨-Fiona-
➨-Jamie-
➨-Maggie-
➨-Wilson-
➨-Cally-
➨-Surayah-
➨-Shu En-
➨-Charmaine-
➨-Joycelyn-
➨-Haylie-
➨-Shalom-
➨-Murnie-
➨-April-
➨-Gui Liang-
➨-Mike-
➨-Frez-
➨-Yi Yin-
➨-Allynn-
➨-Eileen-
➨-Kok Wei-
➨-Chris-
➨-Wei Li-
➨-Jun Hong-
➨-Bernice-
➨-Charis-
➨-Manli-
➨-Terrence-
➨-Pei Shan-
➨-Joel-
➨-Jia Yan-
➨-Yan Jin-
➨-Sylvia-
➨-Hong Bin-
➨-Liang Yu-
➨-Vignette-
➨-Sandra-
➨-Barry-
➨-Wei Ting-
➨-Phyllo-
➨-Yi Ting-
➨-Terry-
➨-Hariz-
➨-Daniel-
➨-Herman-
➨-Gregory-
➨-Jayson-
➨-Sharlini-
➨-Tee Hng-
➨-Valerie-
➨-Chin Ling-
➨-Bing Long-
➨-Wan Ling-
➨-Karina-
➨-Xin Yi-
➨-Gwen-
➨-Ying Hong-
➨-Steph-
➨-Pauline-
➨-Charis(E56D)-
➨-Giovanna-
➨-Rachel-
➨-Belinda-
➨-Lynn-
➨-Jowent-
➨-Elysia-


DesiresY
**Social & Academic**
-> More new clothes!!
-> To make more new friends!!!
-> To be with the one i love and loves me always!!
-> Enter the course & poly of my choice!
-> Appreciate what others have done for me!
**Sports**
-> Perform as many wushu stunts and routines!
# Ce Kong Fan
# Xuan Zi Zhuan Ti 360º
# Xuan Feng Jiao 360º
# Xuan Zi
# Wai Bai Lian
# Backflips!
# Jumping Spliting!
# Hope to specialise in Spear, Sword, Chang quan etc.

Unfading MemoriesY
~Never-ending torture~
~Holiday funtime~
~Contradictary morning~
~Enjoyable weekends~
~A night to remember~
~A day to treat~
~A paisey day~
~An exciting adventure~
~Winston's bday~
~Grad nite~
~Sudden mood swing~
~Wild wild fun~
~The undecisive choice~
~Stress~
~Busy~
~Agony~
~Moving on~
~Happy Moments~
~Seriousness~
~Chaos~
~Birthdays~
~Accusations~
~Laughter and Depression~
~Sweet memories~
~Moody Day~
~Broken hearted~
~Drunken Birthday~
~Poly orientation~
~My Birthday~
~Unexpected Surprise~
~Random Lifestyle~
~Tacit Experiences~
~State of Depression~
~Random Views~
~Random Actions~
~Media time~
~Time~
~Emotionally Drained~
~Spikey Image~
~Fortunate Happenings~
~Adventure Learning~
~Pissed~
~Dreadful Module~
~Misinterpretation~
~Regrets after regrets~
~Harmony Works~
~Pictures of Happiness~
~Awaken my senses~
~Journey ending part 1~
~National Day~
~Anxiety~
~Messy Post~
~A very long post~
~JIVE Camp~

Enchanting MelodiesY


MusicPlaylist
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