.Wednesday, December 10, 2008 ' 12/10/2008 11:50:00 PM
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Your love is all i ever wanted
Painful Remorse
Got so many things in my head now. Being really distracted also. My mind's in a big mess now. Can hardly think straight now. So many words to describe me now. Pissed, depressed, angry, happy but pretending to be. Sometimes being busy with the stuff which are not very important. Just can't help it. ): Sigh.
Came back home feeling all drained up and got to study for UT tml. ): Couldn't focus much. And there i was asking a random person online who happen to be allynn to cheer me up a little. But i didn't really expect her to draw something like that for me. Thanks allynn! Was brightened up a little. (: Hopefully it is not a mask i am wearing now.. till then..
The hardest thing i have to do, is killing me inside. You'll never know how it feels though. Tried to be selfish but i kept holding on. For i know it is not morally right.
Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 12/10/2008 11:50:00 PM.
IndividualityY
YBenjamin Christopher LowY aka MonkeyBen, Wushu Guy, The guy who loves hot pink, etc.
Took my first breath on 19th April 1990.
Republic Polytechnic (Integrated Events Management)
**Social & Academic**
-> More new clothes!!
-> To make more new friends!!!
-> To be with the one i love and loves me always!!
-> Enter the course & poly of my choice!
-> Appreciate what others have done for me!
**Sports**
-> Perform as many wushu stunts and routines!
# Ce Kong Fan
# Xuan Zi Zhuan Ti 360º
# Xuan Feng Jiao 360º
# Xuan Zi
# Wai Bai Lian
# Backflips!
# Jumping Spliting!
# Hope to specialise in Spear, Sword, Chang quan etc.
