.Saturday, November 08, 2008 ' 11/08/2008 11:35:00 PM
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Your love is all i ever wanted
Update blog! Update blog! Yet again people have been telling me that most of the time. Probably they are getting quite sick and tired of telling me. Well i guess the reasons are simple, its either i am busy or did not simply have the mood to update. This post would be a mixture of the good and bad moments in the recent days. Anyways. Life have been rather 'sucky' or even 'unfair' if you call it that way. Yes i agree that life is never easy, but it keeps us going strong. *looks down*Many words can be described these few days. Confusing? Depressing? Disappointed? Melancholy? Satisfied? And many more..If you have been observant enough, you would find that most of the previous post i have stated random phrases like "why can't i get what i want?", "why does this so and so is happening to me?".Yea. So maybe after gone through the "pain and agony" these days, i've came up with a new phrase: "if i can't have what i want, then let me want what i have." Seriously, i am quite lost for words of what to say now. Everything happens with a flash. Relating to the title, don't you agree that ranting really works wonders?? I believe so.Reason being.. It helps you relief your inner pain in you. It brings out the true-self in you. It prevents you from going crazy unnecessarily. *sigh of relief* Well i will not reveal what i randomly ranted out but it definitely feels good in the end. Indeed rainbow after the storm. ;DSpecial thanks to Yiyin (Loving sis), Weili, Wilson (BFF) and Sylvia!!! Thanks guys for listening to my problems and giving advices and words of encouragement! =D So sorry for disturbing you guys if i did! Love you guys lots!!! =)Be not afraid that this would affect our friendship
Because it has gone deeper than before.
Don't keep saying it's your fault for everything
as i know that it isn't.
I'm sorry for giving you lots of headaches
and hurt you in every possible way.
Due to my selfishness
it tored me apart to see you sad.
Should have put myself in your position
and see the mess that i have created.
Everytime i try to ignore you
A strangled smile will fall from your face
I really cannot bring myself to see that happen.
Remember the time I told you the way that I felt
that I'd be lost without you and never find myself
I actually mean it and you know it.
Tears of joy flowed down my cheeks
when you feel the same way about me.
I shall respect your every decision
as i know you have my interest at heart.
I'll do whatever it takes
to make you that happy person again.
Although i very much wish to hold your precious hands
but i'll be there during your ups and downs.
I'll always stay happy to make you happy.
Until my very last breathe
I'm here for you..
Whatever it takes, I'll be there.
Labels: wonders of ranting
Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 11/08/2008 11:35:00 PM.
