.Thursday, November 20, 2008 ' 11/20/2008 10:21:00 PM
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Your love is all i ever wanted
I kinda feel a little disappointed with myself lately. Not sure the reason why but i have yet to find out. I have been like ranting so much on my previous posts and it did help to release the dark side in me i guess.
Anyway. I think i am suffering a disease called over-reacting. Yes although it is not very serious but it somehow drives me crazy. Ecstasy pills would not help either.
Considering the side effects to be rather good in the sense that i did not even bother much by my horrible enterprise grades. Okay that's bad if we think it further. >.<
Sometimes this disease is really annoying. I tried many ways to cure it but it takes a huge amount of effort to actually get rid of it. Perhaps the least i could do is to suppress it that's all. But it just won't go away.
Probably the cure is not really that far away. I believe this cure consists of love, care and concern. Unfortunately this cure is hard to pass by and if not treated soon, might not know what will happen eventually.
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 11/20/2008 10:21:00 PM.
