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.Friday, October 24, 2008 ' 10/24/2008 01:06:00 PM Y
Your love is all i ever wanted

Everything Changes.

I am currently now alone in class whereas everyone went for Phyllis' Miss SHL thing. Well it's a good thing perhaps. Privacy for me to blog a while and emo a little. Yup.

It has been rather tiring these days and am still questioning myself for this behaviour. Heard that when people are in love, they tend to over react and assume lots of things. Which eventually would result in depression. Crying for the wrong reasons when it's not.


No mood to think about anything else other than the so-called blame which i always put upon myself. I am really confused and in a world of hidden mysteries. Mysteries unknown and yet to be found out.



I just feel that the feeling is so different compared to last time. It is true that time changes everything. Gahh! I somehow hate that meaning.

I really wish that time would freeze and play back all the wonderful moments we had. But i guess it is really not possible.

Wild imaginations wandering inside my head. It is like a fly irritating you non stop. I am still lost as to why all these things just suddenly happen without me being aware of it. It is probably what is troubling me recently.

I kept wondering to myself if i was at fault or is there something which i said or done to hurt you?? I am seriously confused and shagged.

Maybe i'll just leave you with this random picture below. Think whatever that comes straight to your mind when you see this pic because it is what i am feeling now..

Can our moments be the same as how it used to be? That's all i ever ask for.



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Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 10/24/2008 01:06:00 PM.






IndividualityY
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YBenjamin Christopher LowY aka MonkeyBen, Wushu Guy, The guy who loves hot pink, etc.
Took my first breath on 19th April 1990.
Republic Polytechnic (Integrated Events Management)

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~My friendster~

Loves: Being loved! His friends! His family! His teachers! God! Giving all kinds of surprises! Her!

Dislikes: Being ignored! Being left-out! Annoying and ill-bred people! Backstabbers!

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Favourite ExitsY
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-Alvin-
-Hester-
-Szeyun-
-Hubert
-Winston-
-Szeling-
-Hongnang-
-Guohong-
-Rodney-
-Darryl-
-Yingjie-
-Stephanie-
-Joseph-
-Michelle-
-Diane-
-Jeslyn-
-Fiona-
-Jamie-
-Maggie-
-Wilson-
-Cally-
-Surayah-
-Shu En-
-Charmaine-
-Joycelyn-
-Haylie-
-Shalom-
-Murnie-
-April-
-Gui Liang-
-Mike-
-Frez-
-Yi Yin-
-Allynn-
-Eileen-
-Kok Wei-
-Chris-
-Wei Li-
-Jun Hong-
-Bernice-
-Charis-
-Manli-
-Terrence-
-Pei Shan-
-Joel-
-Jia Yan-
-Yan Jin-
-Sylvia-
-Hong Bin-
-Liang Yu-
-Vignette-
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-Barry-
-Wei Ting-
-Phyllo-
-Yi Ting-
-Terry-
-Hariz-
-Daniel-
-Herman-
-Gregory-
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-Valerie-
-Chin Ling-
-Bing Long-
-Wan Ling-
-Karina-
-Xin Yi-
-Gwen-
-Ying Hong-
-Steph-
-Pauline-
-Charis(E56D)-
-Giovanna-
-Rachel-
-Belinda-
-Lynn-
-Jowent-
-Elysia-


DesiresY
**Social & Academic**
-> More new clothes!!
-> To make more new friends!!!
-> To be with the one i love and loves me always!!
-> Enter the course & poly of my choice!
-> Appreciate what others have done for me!
**Sports**
-> Perform as many wushu stunts and routines!
# Ce Kong Fan
# Xuan Zi Zhuan Ti 360º
# Xuan Feng Jiao 360º
# Xuan Zi
# Wai Bai Lian
# Backflips!
# Jumping Spliting!
# Hope to specialise in Spear, Sword, Chang quan etc.

Unfading MemoriesY

Enchanting MelodiesY


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