♥Your Love; Simple yet so complicated.

.Thursday, September 18, 2008 ' 9/18/2008 11:36:00 PM Y

Your love is all i ever wanted

Staying strong.

Actually today was meant to be an ecstatic day for me but due to the fact that a rather misfortunate event took place and "ruin" my day. Gahh!

*I'm just gonna be random and say whatever i feel like saying now.*

There's a saying whereby "The more you expect much of something, the more you will feel more depressed." I so strongly agree with this statement.

Well, this isn't the first time it has ever happened to me. Even though i'm kinda of like getting used to this feeling. A feeling of disappointment/~~Hopes dashed/End of the world feeling.~~

When things don't get in your way and you could do nothing, all you got to do is just sit there and put on that smiling mask of yours. How infuriating!

But have you ever been to a situation where during a competition only the top 4 positions will receive medals and you are the 5th ranking?? Furthermore the 4th and the 5th rank differs by only 0.05 points?? Feels sucky right?!?!

Everything happens for a reason and i wonder what it is. >.<

Sometimes i really wonder if the world is fair and justice-based??

Seriously i mean shouldn't people who worked bloody hard and sacrifices his or her time to contribute to a society deserve a better and higher position or status?? I mean it's only FAIR!

I really feel for this person, crying her hearts out, pretending to be fine when she's not. Be Strong okay Big sis!! I'll always stand by you!

What's wrong with society nowadays?!?!

Moving on. Yup i did not get the expected and the unexpected turn out to be the expected. Drowning with disappointments overwhelmed me instantly. Perhaps that would be classified as reactions. But come to think of it though, after much thoughts and encouragements, i came up with a response.

Accepting what society has become and live with it. Challenges arise and i'll be ready for them! For this is just only the BEGINNING.

Emotions get me losing control
I’m losing control
It’s the way that I must live
Even though It’s so unclear, so unfair
God I know
There’s a path for everyone
I must believe and keep holding on

This world left me all by myself
Now why do they keep playing with my mind
Trying to break me down
Never let my fears conquer me
Cuz I know in my heart what I can be.

Be Strong & Stay Strong.

Labels: Staying strong

Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 9/18/2008 11:36:00 PM.