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.Thursday, September 04, 2008 ' 9/04/2008 10:48:00 PM Y
Your love is all i ever wanted


I am supposed to blog about the recent days in school for Sem 2 in my new class but something happened to replace that thought. Gahh!


As stated in my msn nick whereby no words could describe my feeling now. That was pretty random though but somehow there's a hidden meaning in it.

No idea as to why i'm feeling like this. A feeling of vexation, confusion and especially rejection. My heart feels heavy at times when i don't even know why.

Or am i imagining too much till my mind is filled with assumptions and negativity??

Is fatigue the cause of everything?

Sometimes i really do wonder. Could all of these heartaches and headaches be unnecessary??








Maybe i shall leave with some random poems or words.
You make me feel wild and free,
But yet there is a dark side
And I don't want to be taken for a ride.
I get so lost when I gaze into your eyes.
You make me feel
the sparks of fire
But is it love or just desire?
I like when we're together.
And wish that this passion would last forever.
But these feelings come on so strong,
And a touch that brings me such bliss.
When I think of you,
so many emotions run through my
mind.
When I don't hear from you,
so many concerns tear at me.

Everything you are
everything you do
each act of
kindness
each look
each touch
every smile
every word
all combine
to make me
love you more each day.
Much love,
monkey.

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Empty and lost I put a smile on each day. 9/04/2008 10:48:00 PM.






IndividualityY
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YBenjamin Christopher LowY aka MonkeyBen, Wushu Guy, The guy who loves hot pink, etc.
Took my first breath on 19th April 1990.
Republic Polytechnic (Integrated Events Management)

More about himY
~My Facebook~

~My friendster~

Loves: Being loved! His friends! His family! His teachers! God! Giving all kinds of surprises! Her!

Dislikes: Being ignored! Being left-out! Annoying and ill-bred people! Backstabbers!

Random ScribblingsY
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Favourite ExitsY
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-Alvin-
-Hester-
-Szeyun-
-Hubert
-Winston-
-Szeling-
-Hongnang-
-Guohong-
-Rodney-
-Darryl-
-Yingjie-
-Stephanie-
-Joseph-
-Michelle-
-Diane-
-Jeslyn-
-Fiona-
-Jamie-
-Maggie-
-Wilson-
-Cally-
-Surayah-
-Shu En-
-Charmaine-
-Joycelyn-
-Haylie-
-Shalom-
-Murnie-
-April-
-Gui Liang-
-Mike-
-Frez-
-Yi Yin-
-Allynn-
-Eileen-
-Kok Wei-
-Chris-
-Wei Li-
-Jun Hong-
-Bernice-
-Charis-
-Manli-
-Terrence-
-Pei Shan-
-Joel-
-Jia Yan-
-Yan Jin-
-Sylvia-
-Hong Bin-
-Liang Yu-
-Vignette-
-Sandra-
-Barry-
-Wei Ting-
-Phyllo-
-Yi Ting-
-Terry-
-Hariz-
-Daniel-
-Herman-
-Gregory-
-Jayson-
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-Valerie-
-Chin Ling-
-Bing Long-
-Wan Ling-
-Karina-
-Xin Yi-
-Gwen-
-Ying Hong-
-Steph-
-Pauline-
-Charis(E56D)-
-Giovanna-
-Rachel-
-Belinda-
-Lynn-
-Jowent-
-Elysia-


DesiresY
**Social & Academic**
-> More new clothes!!
-> To make more new friends!!!
-> To be with the one i love and loves me always!!
-> Enter the course & poly of my choice!
-> Appreciate what others have done for me!
**Sports**
-> Perform as many wushu stunts and routines!
# Ce Kong Fan
# Xuan Zi Zhuan Ti 360º
# Xuan Feng Jiao 360º
# Xuan Zi
# Wai Bai Lian
# Backflips!
# Jumping Spliting!
# Hope to specialise in Spear, Sword, Chang quan etc.

Unfading MemoriesY

Enchanting MelodiesY


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